Life-stuff

A middle age gay man in transition.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

BLOGGER WITHDRAWL


Wow so little has happened yet so much has happened. It is awlful being without a PC at home!! I am losing contact with my friends! Thanks to S and P who both called today but unfortunately I could not talk very long as I was in the car driving....can't wait to have a nice long chat with P...there is a lot we need to catch up with.

The job is going OK....not sure what to make of it yet...I know it will not become a career, but parts of it are quite interesting and parts are quite boring and tedious but it is an interesting field and I hope it opens other opportunities.

I seem not to have a lot of time to do things lately...yes some overtime at work..but not real excuses except laziness...hopefully the arrival of spring will give me some ambition to get out there and meet people. I need to make new friends in this big city. I hope to have my own place by the first of May and will then begin to feel like I have a home again and a real life.

Last weekend I had a rendezvous with the man in Niagara Falls. He was there working for the weekend so I went down and stayed with him on the Saturday night. I had a great time...too great...it was lovely to see him after four weeks, but I know it is not real so I try to keep mentally a bit distant although really I would like more.

I am back in the small town this weekend, to give the friend I am staying with some of his personal space back...I thank him for his kindness and genorosity letting me stay with him for a while and I hope to be out of his way soon.

Well I guess I could go on and on about stuff, but not a lot of time right now.....so it will have to wait until I have a PC again. P....lets talk soon!